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Why do gay porn when you could just do straight porn? Simply put: Because the market for straight male pornstars is over-saturated. Think of it like this: Most regular actors wants to become famous like Leo Dicaprio or Brad Pitt but very few actors actually get there. Most actors end up with mediocre roles over and over again. I've considered it for long hours, and decided that I was gay. This was when I was about I still fought with it for a while, but just recently I finally talked to myself and decided not to fight it anymore.

Keep in mind that it can be hard to come out as “gay” to friends and loved ones, and even harder to admit that you have a gay porn addiction. Some people, who identify as heterosexual, may become sexually aroused when seeing two same-sex individuals having sex. Mike is a teaching assistant in New York City, and to supplement his income, he has a second job: He sells drugs. The rise of gay dating sites in the s, such as early entrants Manhunt and Adam4Adam, provided gay men with new ways to connect. But over time, digital platforms geared toward LGBTQ men have also created a more convenient way for gay and bi men — a population that disproportionately uses illicit substances due to social stigma, discrimination and other minority stressors — to find drugs, and for drug dealers to find them.

Finding love isn’t nearly as hard as holding onto it, especially when being hard is your job. And while folks of all stripes inevitably face the difficult choice between relationships and career, for some gay male porn stars, unique professional circumstances make dating a tricky business. About two years ago I switched to cocaine because I could work the next day. Jeremy is telling me this from a hospital bed, six stories above Seattle. Jeremy is not the friend I was expecting to have this conversation with.

At the time C1R was the top producer and distributor of gay porn in the world, and I was made the face of the brand for the next eight years. All I had to do was fasten my seatbelt and enjoy the ride. I did have responsibilities too, but I had tremendous support from all directions. Posted February 11, Reviewed by Lybi Ma. Bonnie has spent much of her adult life first living with and attempting to love a gay husband and then helping other women in the same mis- marriage situation. Who better to speak with about this than Bonnie Kaye?